So it has been a long time since my last post... no excuses, I just haven't blogged!! Things have changed a lot for me... Owen is now 19 months old and Lily is about 3 1/2!! I feel like I am finally starting to get a good grasp on my life. All of the little things that I do every day have proven to be very difficult. All the things all day and then I try to read to my kids in the evenings, baths, brush their teeth, say prayers and off to bed. And that is with more than one melt down I am sure. By then I look at my disaster of a house, and I know that I should clean it, or do something productive, but all I want to do is sit down and enjoy ME time... read a book, watch a movie, pin all my dreams on pinterest... things I can't do without interruption during the day. It just feels good to sit and not have to worry about any little persons and what they might be getting into.
I just want to be a better person, and especially mom and wife. Brad works so hard for our family, going to school and working full time. I feel like having this blog is a way for me to vent and to also let everyone know how we are doing :) I am liking facebook less and less these days, all of their privacy things switching on their own. It drives me crazy!! I really don't want everyone and their dog to see what my family is doing all the time. I really only have it still to stay connected with family, friends, and the friends that I don't necessarily talk to all the time, but that I still want to keep in touch with. So this blog is yet another way for me to stay connected but the setting won't be changing on me all the time. Well, lets see if it takes me another year or two to make another post!!